You may wonder why I have such title in my life because the feeling of being afraid ,not peaceful in mind and not confident follows me every time when I feel guilty and spend my happy time with my close friends.I think that I have to spend time staying and playing with them,but actually I don’t have time.In other words,I need to sacrifice my study time in exchange for playing with them.While I am playing with them,I still feel unsafe and not peaceful because of the study workload.When I feel like this,I also make my close friends unhappy too.The best solution for me is that I need to stop playing with them because I have used up my playing time with them. They may somehow understand my feeling.All they want is that I am happy to hang out with them.If one person is unhappy ,It will affect other’s’ mood .Sigh Sigh
Honestly,I really want to stay and play with all of my close friends this semester and in the same time I want to get a good grade,but my problem is that I really can’t manage my study and playing.I always go over them.I need to give up playing now because I have enough fun with all of you guys.Now it is time for to say that I am busy and I need to be suffered myself for my future life.

Hello. I think you are persevere with your work , so you would be success sooner or later.. Yes you right that having time to go out with friend would be affected with our study. I really proud of your behavior in studying, so this is the only reason that i always follow you….hope you success with your work..bye
By: Ly Seam on April 24, 2011
at 7:08 am
I admire your persistence and courage despite undergoing all the obstacles in life.
You ought to train your mindset with positive thinking and instill confidence in yourself.
Taking a little bit of leisure and socialising with peers will make you a better person.
Try to reorganise yourself with a timetable so that you have a fresher mind to absord your studies and avoid any distractions outside your planned schedule.
Study smart and not study hard.
Nice reading your blog.Keep it up.
By: Benny Tan on September 8, 2011
at 3:24 pm
Thank you for your comments and time for reading my blog.I will keep doing my work and study
By: seiha09 on September 30, 2011
at 9:40 am